Why go public after hiding my weaknesses so many years? The freeing power of Christ's grace has encouraged, healed, and strengthened me, compelling me to share. May we all increasingly experience His power perfected in our weaknesses!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

My Story - Peace with James

In my previous post, I quoted James 2:24:  "You see that a man is justified by works and not by faith alone."  Doesn't that contradict Ephesians 2:8-9, Romans 3:28, and many other verses in the Bible?

I have come to believe that there is no contradiction when these books of the BIble are read in context.  I believe that James's statements complement -- rather than contradict -- the verses that clearly teach salvation is only by grace through faith, and not by works.  I agree with the following note from the NASB Life Application Study Bible (2000): 
  • "While it is true that our good works can never earn salvation, true faith always results in a changed life and good works.  Paul speaks against those who try to be saved by works instead of true faith; James speaks against those who confuse mere intellectual assent with true faith.  After all, even demons know who Jesus is, but they don't obey Him ([James] 2:19)." (p. 2189). 
Any comments on this topic you'd like to share?

Monday, June 13, 2011

My Story - An OCD Perspective on Faith and Obedience

Since my earliest days as a Christian, I felt strongly that obeying God was important.  However, I was also keenly aware that I often did not obey God.  I wrestled for years with what it means to walk by faith, to obey, and how faith and obedience are related.

The books of James and 1 John greatly challenged me during these years.  As someone with scrupulosity OCD, I usually reacted to these books with (1) guilt that I had not obeyed "enough" and (2) fear that I really did not have saving faith.  Some people suggested that these two books contradict what the Bible teaches about salvation by grace through faith, and I did not know what to make of that. And if James and 1 John really contradicted the rest of the Bible, then that meant there was something wrong with the Bible which would mean that the Bible is not trustworthy -- and those of you with OCD can imagine what kind of tailspin this got me into with questions and doubts!

For example, in James 2:24 it says, "You see that a man is justified by works and not by faith alone." Whoa!  Doesn't that contradict Ephesians 2:8-9, "For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast" ?  

And in 1 John 2:4-6 it says, "The one who says, 'I have come to know Him,' and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him; but whoever keeps His word, in him the love of God has truly been perfected.  By this we know that we are in Him: the one who says he abides in Him ought himself to walk in the same manner as He walked."  Whoa!  Does that mean that if I do not perfectly keep His commandments that I am not saved ?

Before I go on, I would love to hear your thoughts on this topic.  Any comments?

Note: For those of you with OCD, I want to encourage you not to get caught up in overanalyzing these passages or other ones like I did! These passages are worth thinking about, but overanalyzing and obsessing over them is a trap, and in my experience it does much more harm than good. 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

My Story - Living By Faith

In my recent post, "My Story - Faith Is Not A Feeling", I wrote:  

"I live by faith when I respond in trust and obedience to what God reveals to me to do, to say, or how to adjust my thinking.  I live by faith when I take Him at His Word by obeying the principles and commands He sets forth in Scripture."

Such a close linking of "faith" and "obedience" may elicit various responses, such as: (1) people with scrupulosity OCD might say,"I know that salvation is by grace through faith alone and not by works, but I think that God still wants us to obey exactly what He says to do.  I try so hard to obey all the time, but I still feel guilty that I haven't done good enough!"  (2) others might say, " I have faith that Jesus is my Savior, so it doesn't matter whether I obey or not!"

In my opinion, neither of these extreme reactions embodies what the Bible teaches.  For most of my years as a Christian, I had the extreme reaction of trying so hard to obey and feeling burdened with guilt since I could never obey perfectly.  But my thoughts on how to live by faith -- and how obedience relates to that -- have changed dramatically over time.  In coming posts I'll share some more of my journey of learning how to live by faith.