I have been struggling the last few days with feelings of great inadequacy to write about the goodness and love of God. I firmly believe that He is perfect and unchanging in His goodness no matter what circumstances we face, but I've been struggling to find the words to convey how I have so confidently arrived at this conclusion. I desire to use just the right words to convey how good God is so that others who have struggled like I have would be convinced in mind and heart as well.
But I realized last night that no one person's words were the single key in my embracing the truth of a good God who has allowed a world that is full of evil and suffering. It was a process over time that got me where I am now. My process included people's words, but it also included seeking God, suffering, learning, growing, questioning, honesty with God, failures, and choices of obedient faith.
My words will always be inadequate in themselves. But, if you struggle like I have, I trust that the Holy Spirit will use my words in the ways that He knows is best in your own personal process.
Prayer: If you also struggle to reconcile God's goodness and love with the suffering that we experience on earth, I want to pray for you as Paul did for the Ephesians: "I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge -- that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." (Eph. 3:16-19).