Another pause in my story....
My first post referenced 2 Cor. 12:7-10, a passage by the apostle Paul in which he declared that He delighted in weaknesses so that Christ's power may rest on him. After reading one of my favorite books last night, I started thinking more about the apostle Paul. (The book is called Why Sin Matters: The Surprising Relationship Between Our Sin and God's Grace, by Mark R. McMinn.)
On page 159, McMinn wrote about Paul's comment that, "I know I am rotten through and through so far as my old sinful nature is concerned" (Rom. 7:18, New Living Translation). As Josiah Bancroft of World Harvest Ministries and Sonship points out, Paul was an honest man, he wasn't writing with false humility. Paul was deeply aware of how great the gap was between his own attempts at righteousness and the perfect righteousness of a holy God. Bancroft marks the progression from 1 Cor. 15:9 where Paul writes, "For I am the least of the apostles and do not even deserve to be called an apostle,", to Eph. 3:8 where Paul states "Although I am less than the least of all God's people, this grace was given me", and 1 Tim. 1:15-16 "But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners..." (NIV).
It seems that the more that Paul got to know the awesome perfection of God, the more that Paul realized he himself was not perfect and in fact fell far short of perfection, which is God's standard. And, as noted in a previous post, I would suggest that Paul also fell short from God because of other human weaknesses, not just because of sin.
God knows that we can't be perfect in our own strength, no matter how hard we try. (And anyone who knows about Paul or Martin Luther knows that they tried hard!). To the praise of His Name, God delights to offer the gift of sufficient grace to bridge the gap between Him and to anyone who will accept it, because He loves us so deeply and so longs for us to be with Him.
On page 159 McMinn writes, "Paul knew where to turn for help in his weakness. He found everything he yearned for in the embrace of God's grace, including the power to live a better life than he could on his own. 'So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus. For the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you through Christ Jesus from the power of sin that leads to death.'" (Rom. 8:1-2, NLT).
After several years of thinking about these concepts, of allowing God to probe my heart deeply, and of personally responding to and experiencing the sufficiency of God's grace time and time again, I couldn't agree more!
Note: Though the title Why Sin Matters may be a deterrent from some people reading it, I would highly encourage anyone to read this highly readable and freeing book. It's one of my favorite books because it so well communicates throughout the book the truth, power, and joy of grace! As one person commented, "A book about sin, in lesser hands, might be a gloomy proposition, but in Mark [McMinn's] hands, it is as joyful an occasion as a Father running to greet a son he thought lost, even dead."